With all the stuff coming up this month I need a list of "pick me ups" so to speak so that I can look back and remember why I can't just do my normal "take this job and shove it" routine! With Scott being gone to Illinois and me having to be up at 6am with the school kids - then up and around(dressed and all by 11) to take Vaeh to school and then by the time I get back from taking her its time to start getting ready for work - and then work from 3pm-10pm - my body paid the price today - I know time will make it easier but today it just sucks. Makes me be ready for Scott to be home and hell he just left..
1. Kylan's psoriasis laser treatments
2. the loan to Scott's Mom
3. the loan from Leslie
4. getting my car worked on and set up how I want it (motor wise and paint wise)
5. getting the suburban back in 100% family functioning order (new 3rd row seat, finding out why the stupid belt makes noise sometimes and not others, new driver seat, tune up etc)
6. Industrial construction jobs (Scott's work) are becoming few and far between
7. Continuing to pay my speeding tickets off :( hate this 1 the most
8. so that I can actually contribute something to the family bank account.
9. so my children can have the "extras" in life that we haven't been able to give them due to the toilet - i mean economy
10. getting my teeth fixed
11. getting my psoriasis laser treatments
12. having the money to do the FUN stuff with the kids (zoo, water park, etc)
School is almost over and then I can sleep in some and wont have to be up at the butt crack of dawn and that will help too - and maybe when Scott comes home he can find a job around here (cus his damn lic. SHOULD be cleared up by the time he gets home) and then we can go back to doing this family thing together.
I'm just in a funk the past week because my boss and his wife cant seem to agree on the way to run their business (that they have owned for 5 years now!) since my boss took on an additional job in WF he comes to the store less and less - we run out of stuff, our orders don't come in like they are suppose to and they have added more "THINGS" to mine and the other girls list of things to do, but didn't include a pay raise of ANY kind - but expect more out of us, i hate that crap!
Maybe once Scott gets home and we figure out what PAGE of life we are on, I can start looking for a job else where - I really wanted to go back to school but I am not sure how I would accomplish that, work evenings and tend to kids all day long during the summer - UNLESS I can stay up after they do and them sleep late - but well my children are night owls like me, so that's almost impossible LOL --- maybe next year when all 3 big kids are in school full days and Tegan is the only one at home? hmm..what a damn concept...welp we will just have to see how this all plays out.
I took my accelerated program entrance exam tonight and I think I actually did HORRIBLE on it. 1. my mind wasn't in it and 2. I was just dogged out from work - but I had to take it tonight :( Bad timing I think on my part -- oh well I will know tomorrow I'm sure!
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